There is nothing more heartbreaking than to find out someone you love dearly does not share your Faith, except for maybe that very moment when you are praying with all of your heart for God to show you what to do to help that person and you actually hear God say to you..... "You are not the one"
I am still praying! I have had to remind my self many times of what God told me. But I keep praying for my loved ones heart to be changed and for God to reveal Himself to them in a mighty way, so there is no more doubt.
I have grown so much in my Christian faith in the past 8 months! I have been determined that I will never be a stumbling block for anyone. I never want anyone to look at me and think.. " if that is a Christian, then I'm not missing much"
The past 8 months have been hard on me.. Like I have been on a merry go round....... I have gone from being angry at my loved one.... To being terrified for them.... To just plain heart broken for them....... Round and round and round.....
Today as Easter Sunday is here... I am in the heart broken phase again.
But I am determined to rest in the knowledge of what Easter means and I will keep reminding myself that you are never to far gone. God will always welcome you back!
I think about the song.. "I am Redeemed"
"I am redeemed, I've been set free, so I'll take off these heavy chains, wipe away every stain, I'm not who I used to be, I am redeemed"
I pray that my loves will one day understand.
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